Goodbye

As the shadows slowly fall
and all that we know lifts away
I can still hear that familiar call
begging me to stay.
And as I gaze amongst it all
I cant find those words to say.
Because I'm stuck against a wall
grasping a fabric that's begun to fray.
Because, the magnitude of what's happened stands so tall,
and its changed me in every way.
I will never forget those moments, even as these tears fall,
and keep those memories with me everyday.

Finding Something New

just when I least expect it
you start to drift right back to me
I've tried to keep so protected
but then you set me free

and I, I dont know where this will go
and you, you try not to let it show
but we, we can be everything
the space between what lies underneath
and all that others see

the lights are turned out in my mind
because the switch I can not find
but suddenly there is a bright light
and its you, its us, its right

and I, I dont know where this will go
and you, you try not to let it show
but we, we can be everything
the space between what lies underneath
and all that others see

Im here, reaching out for your hand
and by your side I'll always stand
but by the way I think you should know,
that my hearts warm grasp will never let go.

just when I least expect it
you start to drift right back to me
I've tried to keep so protected
but then you set me free

Getting Out

I dont need this,
cant take it any longer.
And yet I keep getting pulled back to that wish
But this patience has made me stronger.

And I want to just be free
but in a way I guess I am
I dont really need anything other than me
but every now and then it's nice to have a fan.

But at the same time I dont want to stop it
I just want it to grow
perhaps its because I know it woud never fit
in the life I currently know.

And now I'm sitting here
in that all to familair spot
as I dream of a day when I'll forget that fear
and escape this battle that I have long fought.

This I promise you
to follow you where ever
to always be true
to be there when ever
if I could only find you

and I promise that I wont go
if you would just do the same for me
and I hope that you will always know
that it is with you that I am finally free
if only your face would show

because when god finds
that the time is right
and we can follow the signs
and you are there in my sight
we can have nothing but time
and let forever take flight

Getting through

i'm trying to get through to you
but my mouth is wired shut
trying to tell you all you do
that great warmth and that deep cut
because, you're just like a roller coaster
and yes I know its cliche
but everytime you let me in closer
you suddenly push me away
but sometimes I think I should just leave
but then I start to forget
when I see your heart on your sleeve
and I know I cant have that regrett