I dont need this,
cant take it any longer.
And yet I keep getting pulled back to that wish
But this patience has made me stronger.
And I want to just be free
but in a way I guess I am
I dont really need anything other than me
but every now and then it's nice to have a fan.
But at the same time I dont want to stop it
I just want it to grow
perhaps its because I know it woud never fit
in the life I currently know.
And now I'm sitting here
in that all to familair spot
as I dream of a day when I'll forget that fear
and escape this battle that I have long fought.