I have had to make some big decisions form myself this past week, and I still have more to come. For someone who loves new experiences, I also thrive on the constancy and predictability in my every day life. But that's been missing for a while now, and it certainly isn't comming back any time soon. It's time for me to get back to basics, back to the life that a year ago I hated (how strange that now, that's the only thing I really want). I can't help but feel that I'm letting some people down in the process, but I've got to live my life the only way I know how.
I'm not super student. I can't survive being an overtime student, working two jobs, and making everyone happy in the process.
I can't believe that I've forgoted how to do the things that I want to do. I don't even remember what those words mean anymore.